You don't know how people work. You don't try to. There's you, and there's the people you like, and there's everyone else as cheap baubles you poke at for fun. We're not people with complex minds or actions- we're toys. "Wind up Jayce and watch him run around." Our reactions are your entertainment.
And if I'm not "fun" anymore? Now you're mad. I'm not doing the thing you want me to do. A loss of control.
I'm pretty good at knowing how people work. You didn't have to care about what people thought of you to get where you are. I did. A lot. You don't get anywhere in Piltover without being able to predict the thoughts of whomever is sponsoring your next project and make yourself as appealing as you can to them.
So no. I'm not going to "go back to being fun." I don't need to appeal to you.
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Date: 2025-05-09 11:44 am (UTC)but i think you have eyes, that's all. go back to being fun, jayce
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Date: 2025-05-09 03:28 pm (UTC)You don't know how people work. You don't try to. There's you, and there's the people you like, and there's everyone else as cheap baubles you poke at for fun. We're not people with complex minds or actions- we're toys. "Wind up Jayce and watch him run around." Our reactions are your entertainment.
And if I'm not "fun" anymore? Now you're mad. I'm not doing the thing you want me to do. A loss of control.
I'm pretty good at knowing how people work. You didn't have to care about what people thought of you to get where you are. I did. A lot. You don't get anywhere in Piltover without being able to predict the thoughts of whomever is sponsoring your next project and make yourself as appealing as you can to them.
So no. I'm not going to "go back to being fun." I don't need to appeal to you.
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Date: 2025-05-14 02:29 pm (UTC)very enlightening.
this was fun! bye, jayce.