(If only telling him didn't make it reek of betrayal. To tell him that, now that she is sole, she can see things in a way that she couldn't before. She has something that she truly cares about, a life that depends on her much like Jinx once did on Silco.
Once.
Perhaps that's the part that might hurt him the most. Things she won't tell him, lessons learned from the man himself, and she doesn't enjoy them. She's too loud for secrets, too explosive to keep them safe in her throat without bursting out, and for all their sakes, she's trying.
Doing her best.)
Then you two have to try harder, Silco.
(The secrecy of this place. On what criteria are they being evaluated? Will their squabbles and "petty" arguments cost them a mission? Could have, as it were the last one.
As far as she knows, well. This might as well be their demise. If they can't keep it together, she hardly can, and it's no secret what can happen when she's too agitated. Once more, doing her best, but much of her best is needed? Is it enough?
All things that cross her mind as she stares at their feet for a moment before she looks back on him.)
Tell me instead. Call me when you feel it happening. Call... Ugh, Sevika, too. Don't just--... Make me go through this.
no subject
Once.
Perhaps that's the part that might hurt him the most. Things she won't tell him, lessons learned from the man himself, and she doesn't enjoy them. She's too loud for secrets, too explosive to keep them safe in her throat without bursting out, and for all their sakes, she's trying.
Doing her best.)
Then you two have to try harder, Silco.
(The secrecy of this place. On what criteria are they being evaluated? Will their squabbles and "petty" arguments cost them a mission? Could have, as it were the last one.
As far as she knows, well. This might as well be their demise. If they can't keep it together, she hardly can, and it's no secret what can happen when she's too agitated. Once more, doing her best, but much of her best is needed? Is it enough?
All things that cross her mind as she stares at their feet for a moment before she looks back on him.)
Tell me instead. Call me when you feel it happening. Call... Ugh, Sevika, too. Don't just--... Make me go through this.
Please.